Emma Madison Benavidez March 8, 2005 Remembered By Mommy, Daddy, big brothers Brian, Matthew and Zachary and big sisters, Jennifer and Elisabeth My littlest angel. Mommy misses you so much. Thoughts of you fill my days and nights with tears. I know that you are in the loving arms of Jesus and can't wait to be able to hold you myself one day soon. Your daddy, brothers and sisters miss you so much too. Have fun playing with all the other little angels in heaven. Each time I hear a bird sing, I'll think it's you singing to me. Each rain drop, one of your tears. And each time a child laughs, I'll think of you laughing too. Please don't be sad, but know that we all love you and miss you. I found this letter and when I read it, I think of you. A Letter From Heaven on Mother's Day ---Anonymous Dear Mommy, Happy Mother's Day Mommy. Sorry we can't be together for your special day, but we are having a celebration here in Heaven in honor of you. Here in Heaven there are no tears, no dying, no pain, and no sorrow. We are having quite a party. Many of my friends have mommies on earth too that they can't be with either. I remember the special time I had living so nice and cozy in your tummy just under your heart. I heard your heart beat of love for me, and it comforted me. I heard you sing sweet songs to me and talk gently to me. You were music to my ears. I have felt your love for me since the moment I was conceived to even now, I still feel your love. I will never forget you, just like you will never forget me. My love for you each day grows. What a special mommy I have that you let me come straight to Heaven to live in this awesome place that words are not able to describe. To be surrounded by beauty, light, wholeness, true satisfaction, life, and love is incredible. The only person capable of meeting ALL my needs is the one caring for me---Jesus. Jesus loves me so much, He loves you too Mommy. He hurts with you when you hurt and understands your pain. He has suffered too and can understand, and He desires for you to pour out your pain at His feet. He can handle it, and heal your heart. I am so happy here Mommy, I can hardly wait for us to be together again. Just like living in the womb seems so small compared to living in the world. Living in the world is a womb compared to living in Heaven. Heaven is really living to its fullness. Thank you for loving me so much to let me come straight to here, such a sacrifice you made in letting me go. If you receive Jesus, when it is time for you to pass through the death's door, I will see you again and we will be together in Heaven for eternity, and we will have a party here face to face. But for now, know that I love you and that you are my Mommy. Even though we can't be together on your special day, you are a special mommy, so celebrate, because I am. Love, Your Child WE ALL LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU LITTLE MADIE!! Love, Mommy For One So Small, Her Loss Is Enormous